Stupid Decesion I've Made .

| I wish i never met you in my life | 

Hey i'm back everyone , so here i made a stupid decesion . I end up leave him again because he hurts me alot and turn me into someone i don't even like it . The problem is he don't even understand how i felt everytime , everyday , every second , every minutes , every hours . I would like to forget him quickly . Those memories is a bad one . Remember i did said "i throw away his bracelet that he gave to me" . It doesn't have meaning to me at all . My mother said "he doesn't deserve for you anymore , just be friends with him" . High school love won't last long . Trust me , if you have a boyfriend at the age 13-17 it will just ruin your precious life you had now . Your studies will turn upside down . Relationship with your family members will be totally not okay . Problems keep coming . At this age , we should take serious on our ambition , studies and make our parent's proud of us . 

If you are reading this dear , you've  shouldn't accept me back . why ? because you don't even understand me fully , you think those problem is easy to be solve ? NO. because YOU'RE NOT IN MY PLACE . IF YOU WERE IN MY PLACE . YOU WILL FEEL HOW I FEEL FOR THIS WHOLE TIME . I AM NOT GONNA GIVE U ANY CHANCE ANYMORE . YOU ALREADY TORN ME APART . I DO FORGIVE YOU BUT I DONT ACCEPT YOU ANYMORE . I'VE NEVER MADE A STUPID DECESION BEING WITH U BACK .  it's true what +Ena Titania  said to me . you're the type of a person who dont EASILY UNDERSTAND ME . JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE OLD FEW YEARS THAN ME AND YOU BEING TOO EGO AND ACT  LIKE A MATURE PERSON . YOU CAN SAY MANY BAD THINGS OR WHAT TO ME . IF YOU THINK IM SUCH A STUPID OR UGLY PERSON . THEN DO IT . I DONT CARE WHAT YOU GONNA SAY . CUZ IM GOING TO IMPROVE MYSELF TO BE A BETTER PERSON THAT WHAT U'RE GOING TO EXPECT IT . 

BYE.