| When your hand couldn't be use anymore , you couldn't hide those things that doesn't belongs to you.
When your mouth and throat going to ripped off , you couldn't reveal the truth behind those lies anymore. When your stomach is full with butterflies , at the end it's already terribly empty and you couldn't eat those lies anymore from ur pure mouth . What will you do? Cry , suffer for eternity or die? |
Hello readers . Well , my life is getting pretty good but problems still keep coming like always? I shouldn't lie towards my friend why am i gonna stop cosplay ? keep changing my cosplay plan for animangaki ? who i trust and dont ? Am i getting tired of someone who had feelings towards me ? Am i cold hearted? and more.
The problem is now i don't have mood to explain it all of it . Ohh , well let me tell you the truth about it little of it . Why am i gonna stop cosplay slowly? the reason is :
- my parent's getting tired of me with it.
- i am wasting my money over it cuz i love the character but at the end i hate it.
- i hate those kind of people who always seems to be a fake friend with me
- i am not that "good girl" cuz if you know the real me . you will probably judge me .
- for my religion , it is really against from doing it .
- i can't focus on my studies and my grades are all bad . i need to fix it
- i have focus onto this hobby for already 3 years . i need to stop it slowly
- i don't want to be a spoiler brat just because im into this.
- some of my family member said i'm a freak person cuz im into this . (i can't take it anymore
- i have a high class family so i need to fix myself but they don't mind me if im into kpop cuz the idol is real .
- i can't be a cosplayer like 24/7 . i judge people badly and i'm sorry if i have make u feel bad about it.
- i want to reach my goal and i want my family to be proud of me .
- i don't want to loose my trust towards my family and friends
- i couldn't accept the community and it's wasting my time
- i don't mind about people bashing me but in a way i hate to see those faces .
- i want my family and friends to respect the way am i and ill respect them back like always
- i dont want people think that i'm not a normal person .
- i suddenly change my cosplay plan from morgan fire emblem awakening to qiu tong [ their story manhua character] partner up with my school friend that is nana as zhang's sister [ 19 days manhua ] . i wanna spend with my other school friend's also for this year event . We only left 1 more year to be together then we will be separated to continue our journey for sure . i love them so much only god knows how i love and adore them . ariff and yagami dont be upset about this okay ? we have next time to do it? hope you understand .
Yeah , i'm sorry for changing it again also it's save my budget from wasting it over something that is expensive and hard to do it and cosplay as the character . Okay done for this . i will be stop here . will continue about it next time . Gonna update other post . Brb :3 ~
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