I'm already tired of it . . .

| i'm tired of being happy person |

I just want to tell you all that i already give up with my life . Today was a really bad day that I was expected . My whole family ignore and think im a stranger to them . I feel bad for it and really sad . I cried a lot and lock myself in the room . They wish I was not exist and not being their daughter . Those words are really painful for me until I burst to tears .

Problem with family and friends are making my life getting more worst . Why should I exist in the first place? I wanted to die or become blind so I will live peacefully . I really want to disappeared . They are just acting infront of me that they are proud to have me . What am I to you ? A doll ? A Puppet ? You can play with my feelings until it cant be fix already . I already have a lot of those pain feelings . You can stab me more cuz I like it and I wanted to disappeared .

Happiness , Good Memories already gone . Thank you for making my life become worst . I will stay away from you and please be happy without me . Why many people want me to suicide ? leave this world ? Is that what make you happy ? I will do it as what you wish .

You can continue stab me , ignore me , make me become more sad and being in a painful world I never had . Sora , the person you really care about already broken . She cried a lot and wanted to leave this world . All she wanted for now is become blind and deaf  or die in a painful way . She cant survive anymore . Too many people want her to die . Hope you understand her situation .

-Goodbye-

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