| Hello And Welcome Back Again To Sora And Others |
I did really keep many secret from you . Most of them you will be worried about me . So i have to tell you the truth about it . Many of my cousin who is a doctor said i might can fall into a deep sleep for no reason and will never wake up back . Yes , its really true . One week before the school start . Actually i didnt wake up for a whole day and its happen again on thursday . Also the day i got back from school . It's really kinda creepy .
I also go check up at clinic and hospital and yes , they said i can get brain tumor and i'm really suprise of it . Last year , alot of my family member passed away because of that cancer . One of my father family side said "either each of our family will get that cancer . so better get prepared of it" . It is true indeed . Am i the next person who gonna get it ? Maybe yes or no . Cuz one month ago . My uncle died cuz of it and now they said his son is getting it . Those side effect im really getting it . I feel like "am i going to leave this world soon?" . The side effect of it i always get it is anemia , painful headache (for real its killing me) and seizure . I always do medical check up with my cousin .
Day by day i don't want to eat or drink . I always got headache and sometimes vomited 6 times for the worst is 8 times a day . I took alot of medicine every morning going to school . I wanted to go to school cuz i have friends that need my help . If i can say , my cousin wouldn't allow me go to school at least for 2 month . But i reject his option . I want to be a succesful person and show to my parents that im not a useless child . If my wish have come true . Those ilness i will let it them to kill me .
you dont have to worry about me cuz i will be always beside you sora . even the ilness is killing me inside i still want to be happy with you . i hope you do your best in your life when im already gone .
see ya guys later ~
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