So called "cosplay friends"

{ Feel the pain when you stab me from back like you always do towards me }

 { You deserve to have such a painful painful feelings back }

Welcome to this such a boring blog , i think so . This time there will be more harsh words . If you are too scared to continue and being a coward like a scaredy cat . Please stop from here cuz my honesty will strike you again badly like you didn't expected so much . Let's start . 

So i have alot of friends in cosplay community . Each one of them are really nice but they do have their bad side that you don't even know or realize it . Once you pick the wrong person , you're be dead or survive from it . Spreading rumours in a huge community its fun but at the same time you will gain something you like and you dont even like it anymore . I've heared many cosplayer has stop cosplaying because they can't stand those false rumours about theirself . How does it happen anyway ? Do you notice it from the earlier ? The good and the bad one's ? Who is the culprit on making this rumours ? Who should be blame for this problem ? How you're going to survive it once your profile is low from the other's ? By my exprience i never trust anyone at the beginning . I saw alot of senior or "senpai" being really nice towards their junior . In a way i know one of them feel annoying when those junior trying to be like them . They are afraid that their fame will be over soon . Isn't it stupid ? For me being a popular or famous is nothing but you will get more supporters from the other people who really willing to be by our side . By that you can see only a few of your friends really care about you . From that moment i felt that the other are useless . 

how stupid am i for trusting the others that wont help me or whatever it is  .  i've know some of my friend who searching for fame just by be friend with me .  i dont care about it but once you are famous DON'T YOU EVER PUT OTHERS BEGINNERS COSPLAYER IN LOW PROFILE YOU ASSHOLE . but for now i'm different even i have those close schools friends . i don't really put high hope on them cuz i can predict what will happen . i don't have best friends cuz i cant trust them fully like i did before and getting hurtly by it . just because you think that person is really nice you can trust them quickly . please search about their background life , their actual attitude and all then make up your own mind to trust him/her or not . the best moment when i burst my anger : 

"HOW STUPID OF YOU STILL GOING TO BE FRIEND WITH THE PERSON WHO HAVE GIVEN YOU ALOT OF PAINFUL FEELINGS AND LOST ALL THOSE PRECIOUS THINGS YOU HAD . SENPAI PLEASE NOTICE ME PLEASE NOTICE ME . U STUPID DUMBASS STOP DOING THAT AND GET HOLD ON YOURSELF AND REALIZE WHO THE FUCK NOW TRUST YOU SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY LONG . NOT THAT BITCH YOU STUPID FUCKING ASSHOLE .WAKE UP NOW". 

So called "cosplay friends" are the one's who is seeking for fame , attention , spread false rumours about the other cuz you hate them like shit and more , This type of people i do really hate them a thousand times . If i see them , i would like to hurt them for real by talking nicely and mean it about what i'm talking towards them untill their confidence break apart . I don't really mind if you stab me back because the game just started . Let's see who can survive this . The one who survive is the one who is on the right path and have the strongest reason . i don't really like to pick a fight with such a stubborn person . It would make it more horrible the situation is . I've seen some of my senior from previous fb is being soo happy with him/her fame . Well i dont mind , its your sins not MINE

i know how its feels to be dump , to be betrayed , to be the coward person and other's by them who i won't ever want to meet again . In return i stab them back like how they did to me . Most of the poeple think i'm really a nice person but you're wrong my dear  , People change quickly if they want . I regret for what've done to the others , i feel like i'm stupid for being nice to the wrong person . but now i've some friends who i can trust . Only 9 people that i totally trust on them . that is yagami, ariff , watanuki , kazuki , hyorin , icy , moshi , zelos and malek . you guys should be proud cuz i do love you guys as precious friends . So i will end here . 

Well my honesty doesnt strike you so much HAHA. You guys are lucky this time cuz my mood is okay . so see ya again :)