It's time to reveal the truth behind those lies .

| So let say if im being totally honest person . would you accept the fact about it ? |

well , welcome back everyone . as you know what my life of 2016 becoming totally shit as hell . I keep being a patient person in every problem i have or wth it is . You know what , let me tell you something . 

I hate seeing your face everyday . everytime . everywhere . every second . Parents ? Aha i hate them the most but i still respect them . Even they broke my heart many times , i keep crying and crying many times . What a crybaby of me . I cant win over them . I wish i could end their life painfully . Im such a bad daughter right ? No need to gain your trust towards me because i dont even want you to do it . Its up to you if you're going to trust me . I don't need those people who just being such a hypocrite person towards me cuz you know what . I might wanna hurt your feelings more .

Remember the guy who put cursed or  revenge on me and said "may your pains never fade" . Aha , are you happy seeing me suffering as hell . Actually i really don't mind about it because i'm trying to fix my future to become more better. Even i don't have some friend to be trusted or what . I'm glad i'm still alive fighting for myself alone even it's hard to accept the fact. If i can't take it anymore . i'm already dead by now. I do have a lots of problem . I don't really like to tell about it cuz people will be mistaken that im searching for attention. So , how the actual fuck i supposed to express those feelings.

crying doesnt means that you are weak . it's means that you already tried to be strong as much as you can. even there are so many words and so many actions that we can say or do that'll hurt someone so much. to the point where they can't hold in their tears anymore.  they'll try to fix themself more and become more much stronger like what you didn't expected it to be . The past makes who are us now. We learn those mistakes and try not to repeat its history. i wish i can fix it all quickly but time doesn't let me . All i need is now just let me live in peace .



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